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Hehehehe....

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 19:53:35 GMT

Cherry, Lime, Or Lemon?

Lawl. that's an inside joke with some friends. Yeah...

Things have been...eh...okay? Getting better? I'm giving up on Shawn and MOVING ON!! Heh. I still like Joe, tho. [[rhyme!!]] Meh eyes are watching a few guys. Well more like 2 or 3 ut still. I'm just gunna watch and see.

I'm making a CD with songs of how Joe kinda left me feeling since i cant talk about how i feel to ANYONE. Well no one has asked so yeah...and i havent asked...and i cant talk to him. But i did a bit today. I just cant talk about how i feel abotu somone to there face usually. SO....i'm putting somethign in the cd case [note type thinger] about how i feel [a summary if you please]

Yeah. peace.

[<3]??

Thu, 20 Dec 2007 20:11:15 GMT

Wells I liek this one guy from school my bff dated. Oh well, something will turn out.

I talked with Joe for reals today. Kinda...

www.myspace.com/kernsyiskewl liek i said last time

--Gasp!--

Thu, 13 Dec 2007 17:14:40 GMT

Yesh. I'm shocked. Well i talked to Joe. kinda. sorta. he waved to me in the hallway when he noticed i was right next to him. I kinda waved with a book. Then i was like, i'm reading this. i like it. Seriously a queer conversation after not talking for a week or 2.

www.myspace.com/kernsyiskewl
that's my myspace. im on that a lott now so you can friend me or something on there maybe.

Kernsy++[!!Gaining Hope!!]++ out. lawl.

So the world's ending?...

Fri, 30 Nov 2007 22:59:41 GMT

Maybe. But i'm not 100% sure yet. It feels like it

So my world feels like it's ending. Right now. This very moment. Now.

Why you mite ask wel here's why: my worlkd is broken. Shattered in many many pieces. Joe came up to me at the end of the day at school and asked to talk to me. So we moved away from my friends and he asked if it'd be okay if we could just be friends.

I feel like dieing. I'm not overdoing it. I really mean it.

Seriously.

Wowzers.

Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:20:52 GMT

I just went back and read all of my old posts and some comments. Ah the memories....Well painful and happy ones. Some stuff wasnt put on here, but a lot of it was. I realized while reading it how much of a little bitch i was. Now...well i've matured and i actually know what love is. God i cannot believe i thought i loved Tay and the mother-fucking Fairy Fag. Tay and i don't talk anymore. Haven't really spoke with him since...6th grade-ish? Wow that's sad. I talk to Derek at least now. Tyler...well he's been a big asshole lately and holding a grudge. He asked me back out again. Personally i thought it would work out but well it didnt. Though i do have to say my thanks to him...in a sense.

I'm so happy wiht Joe. We have a lot in common. And he's cute. [Step up from Tyler if you ask me] My parents like him and some of my friends like him, other are just blah i guess. Actually it seems like some of them are scared of him in a sense. He's 6'1" so that mite add to it. I'm 5'2" and he's 6'1" it's kinda funny. Like if i wanna kiss him we best not be standing. Lawl. He's not that tall. I mean. Really. Lawl. So like i'm gunna tell you a bit about him now. He's got Dark hair[he's planning on dying it black], he plays in the school band, he seems to be in trouble often, and he has a tatoo of the symbol like Garaa has but not on his forehead. [That would be weird yet awsome] It's on his arm. Today and yesterday he was wearing this fedora hat that's like white. I'm like OMG IT PWNS! when i see it now. Our one teacher we have for homeroom said Joe was looking big pimpin' or something and he's like nope. Sexy pimpin'. Lawl. Ahh. but that's what i like about him, He and i are so alike. He's weird, i'm weird. Heh heh. And he's so sweet! You should see the text messages he sends me. At school we would pass notes but now we pass a note book so the notes are all together and we can refer to things like in previous notes. Also, we wont lose the notes as easily in a notebook.

So this year i have achieved meh goal so far to make new friends. I'm friends with -----

Tim Roche(junior?)[he's weird and i talk to him at lunch], Shaun(sophomore)[dating my friend rachel], Ryan(frosh)[friends again lately. yay.], Luke(sophomore)[met him in TV Studio], Haley(frosh)[she's pretty kewl and emo], Taylor P.(frosh)[in some classes. Rly nice] and some other ppl. But i still mostly hang out with Camel, Ben, Fairy Boy, Brad, Conrad(but not for long), Andrew, Chris, the works really.

Conrad is a sore subject to talk about with me right now. Just because i'm dating a guy old than me by 1 year and 2 grades, he started calling me a ~~s-l-u-t,~~ which i'm not. And he started a rumor that i was PREGNANT. That bitch crossed the line then. Joe and i have been calling him Twinkletoes ever since htis one time cuz we thought it would be fun.

I'm really on a roll tonight. I'm not done either! So i do movies now. Mainly funny videos for YouTube. Most aren't really funny. Just things i think of with my friends that i do movies about. www.youtube.com/ke5801 That's my channel. Check out my vids sometime. I've been trying to do more but i've only gotten like 6 vids up now from my big 2 vids i had. Our internet here was really slow but now it's pretty fast so i can post videos easier.

So after typing all that-I'm kinda tired. But not really. Lawl. Well i think im going to play some rune scape or listen to the hottest band on the planet. MADINA LAKE!!!!! Nathan and Matt=teh smexyness! Lawl. They are awsome. I hope to go with Parek to a concert maybe over the summer sometime to see them. They are "groupies". They know the band and talk to them i guess after the shows. I think it's pretty kewl. Cept Parke gets hurt at the concerts quite often. Like crowd-surfing and stuff. Yeah it pwns.

Well NOW i think i mtie go. Just had to add that last part about Madina Lake, cuz the are awsome. So i hopew someone comments or someone even reads this. So comment back or something for me to talk about for my next post? Idk. Commet somehting for me.

Ash <3 <3 [River People Forever!!]

PS- My heart beats for you Joe!! ---posted lyrics for Madina Lake's "One Last Kiss"---

MADINA LAKE LYRICS

"One Last Kiss"

She looked at me, her eyes were watering
That's when I knew that this was about to end
Frozen in that moment, time was standing still
And I could feel my heart sinking, fragile

Goodbye, she said
I went and found somebody new

But I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love, you're giving me up?

You walked away and I could hardly breathe
I turned around and fell down to my knees
I'm shivering as the truth is settling
Her tomorrow has nothing to do with you
I knew someday that you'd find someone else's lips
But before you go
Could you just leave me one last kiss?

Cause I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love, you're giving me up?

And I can't lie still
When there's someone else beside you
And I can't lie still
Cause I'm all alone this time
Cause I'm all alone this time
I'm all alone this time

I remember when you were falling
And I was there just holding onto you
And I'll remember all those
Scars I wear that you carved in me

I gave you every waking moment
I gave you everything you wanted
And now, my love is giving me up.

And I can't lie still
When there's someone else beside you
And I can't lie still
Cause I'm all alone this time
Cause I'm all alone this time
I'm all alone this time

New

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 19:08:55 GMT

[joe, my baby ]

[me]

I got a myspace [for now] www.myspace.com/kernsyiskewl

Boredom x1000

Mon, 05 Nov 2007 00:34:46 GMT

I'm rly bored right now. I'm looking for anime icons i can use for aim and on here. Though im not on all that much anymore. So things are good with me and Joe and everything else is going good too. I''ve been in happier moods lately too. Heh. So here are some icons i found that i liked. Anyways, nothing really important has happened yet this month, though something mite i think. Lawl. Just thought of something i can do on here to keep it fun. I could talk using icons. Like good night could be the Sweet Dreams Yuna one. That's be neat huh?...

Night All. Talk to you next time, Ash

-Insert laugh here-

Sun, 28 Oct 2007 00:45:38 GMT

Doods!![And doodettes....]

I gots a hug friday from Joe! All cuz of Camel. She was like-"Joe aren't you gunna give your girlfriend a hug?" And like she pushed me into him. I ended up elbowing him in the chest. [Whoops.]

Crap. I should do this more...

Sat, 20 Oct 2007 06:03:10 GMT

<---[Jill-my cosplay/halloween costume looks like her]

Well. I'm going to try to keep this short. Tyler and i over for good. I'm now with this 11th grader i really like. Joe is his name. We're getting to know each other and so far we have a lot in common. It's great!! Anyways. I'm posting a pic of me and my friends from on my birthday. Hehe. Dorky huh? Well you have me on teh left, then Alex and Tyler on the porch, then Parke in the sweater with Ben leaning. Those are my pals! [cept for tyler. lol.] Well comments and i'll wanna post more!![SMOSH!!!]

Okay now it's reallllllly been a while... -_-,

Wed, 11 Apr 2007 23:37:42 GMT

Wow...I like haven't posted in months....well tommorow is the class trip to Washington and our shirts are an ugly tangerine color. Lol. Some other things have happened. Remember Tyler? Well things between us are...progressing but not like too far. Heh heh. Brad's been like an advisor, helping us through some of it. Like, the weird things. Yeah...>_>...he and i have been hanging out more. He likes hugs. LOL. But yeah i found out one of my best friends, Andrew, likes me. God, it's annoying at some points. Oh yeah, i fogot...lol...i got my first kiss recently. Like last month. Of course it was Tyler. I really like him. No i love him. I told him and the first time I told HIM i was shaking like crazy. [I told him over the phone with some help from Brad.] Been obsessed with Zelda: Ocarina of Time right now. Even writing a fan-fiction on it. Well more like just any sotry i write with me friends [tyler and ben] and our gay friend, Derek the Fairy fag. but yeah. It's all been good!!!!